I always have to have this twisted, painful, sado-masochistic relationship with women--like --, Melani. Where initial fondness and attraction turns to anger and bitterness and incomprehension. Like Stephane with Emmanuelle Beart in Un Coeur en Hiver. Like Will Penny. How close I came to Lotta's fitta, to Covadonga's, to --'s. To get so close to those lovely soft nubile women's bodies, to be so close to being let in, and then to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory. I was absolutely like Stephane with Emmanuelle Beart with --. Let her know I like her, make her want me, and then just coldly stand there and let her go.
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